Not sure why I didn’t post this on April 14, when I wrote it. I finished it and everything? Maybe I was scared to be so raw. I don’t feel that way now. Also, reading back on this I’m so glad to have lost my job. Just feels a little bit easier to not have […]
anxiety
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Okay, so here’s the thing. How do I get my mojo back? I used to love writing but now it’s almost more exhausting than homework. Where did the little spark go? I used to worry that the stuff that I wrote about had an expiration date. I like to think I am pretty funny when […]
The Dark Hole
I’m lying on the floor of the yoga studio. The endorphins pulse through me and I feel a sweet sense of calm that I haven’t felt in weeks. I glance up toward the window and see a patch of bright blue sky, completely unadulterated by clouds. “See?” I tell myself, “This is what happens when […]
You can only be as okay as you actually are.
I spent a lot of time chastising myself for feeling the wrong way. “This is ridiculous, you’re overreacting.” “You said, it was okay, so you really have no reason to be upset.” “You’re not getting anything done feeling this way, grow up and act like a fucking adult.” The voices in my head are not […]
Writer’s block
I’m feeling very stuck. Usually when I’m sad, or down, I’ve been able to put pen to paper, so to speak, and write my feelings away. Every time I sit down to write, though, I seem to draw up a blank. Or I write pages and pages of nonsense that won’t serve anyone to read. […]
